This. This is my beginning. My “Before”and my Chapter one.

This. This is my beginning. My Before”and my Chapter one.

PCOS or no PCOS? That IS the question!

So as most of you have read, i was previously diagnosed with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). However, this doctor based it on my weight, and facial hair and had put in my reports that i miss my periods frequently, which is not true at ALL. I’ve never missed a period. This is also the same doctor that got fed up with me when I questioned him about why he never helped me or explained PCOS to me or get me on Metformin when he had diagnosed me the year BEFORE he even told me! His response was “Well, maybe if you got up off your ass once in a while and lost some weight, you wouldn’t HAVE these problems!” 

So it’s safe to say I stopped seeing that asshole. I went to another doctor (these are all Endocrinologists btw) and this one was a REPRODUCTIVE Endo. His main concern was getting me pregnant. Ummmm….yeah no. (For those of you who remember, I also have Hypothyroidism because I was born premature with no Thyroid) So I stopped seeing him too. 

So I went to yet ANOTHER Endo (ironically in the same office as the first one, cause I stared him down when I saw him to let him know I still hated him) and this guy was FANTASTIC! He not only went through my previous diagnoses with me and answered any questions I had to I would understand them, but also expressed his annoyance with the first doctor about how he acted towards me! Then we talked about my PCOS, he asked me when my last cycle was and I told him 3 weeks ago. If asked if I was on anything to produce a period and I told him no, I always got one every month and that they were like clockwork. THAT surprised him. I also had a U/S done about a month prior and did NOT have any cysts on my ovaries or the so called “string of pearls” as its called. He said that raised many red flags to him about whether the diagnoses was indeed correct because I didn’t fit the profile at all. He thinks it’s my hypo and causing a hormonal imbalance because my female testosterone levels were high but that was the ONLY PCOS symptom I had (which Hypo can throw hormones any which way it wants to) plus I was NOT insulin resistant and i was completely normal besides the thyroid issue and weight. (which are linked anyway)

So all in all, he’s 99% sure I DON’T Have PCOS! Just a hormonal imbalance cause of my Thyroid issue! :D Completely made my day!    He adjusted my thyroid pills (plus we switched back to generic cause thats what I was on before I saw the first asshole and it worked fine before he put me back on Synthroid. Which I gained 80lbs on. That and he dropped it from 225 to 125 which is Waaaaaay too low for me.) 

So I’m pretty happy with this guy. I have doctor/hospital phobia but this guy was great. I’ll definitely keep him around! Just one step closer to helping me get on the right dose and keep the weight coming off! :D Maybe it’ll even work better now! <3

Weightloss so far in 2013

So while I’ve been slowly trying to lose weight, find a new place to live with my boyfriend, work full time in the pharmacy, LOTS of things have happened. Firstly, I had Gall Bladder removal surgery last week. And let me tell you, having a hospital phobia and being in that hell for 4 days AND having life/death surgery is NOT fun! I’ve had issues for years with my gallbladder and apparently when i had my last attack and actually endured getting it checked out at the hospital, turns out it was infected! so I could either wait for it to burst or possibly DIE, or get it removed. So I did that on the first. Sadly, It was no April Fools joke :( 

However, that being said, being on a yogurt/jello water diet for about 2 weeks made me lose 17lbs! So I’m down to 210! EXCITING! And sadly I can’t workout right now BECAUSE of my surgery but I’ve been pretty good about eating light/healthy. My stomach has DEFINITELY gotten smaller. I’ll post before/after pics next (including my new horrible scars) showing the difference. Hopefully I’ll be down to at LEAST 150 by Christmas! One can only hope! <3 Good Luck everyone! You can doooooo it! ;) 

30 day shred 2

Restarting the 30 day shred today! 

Going to work EXTRA hard so I can lose 50lbs by the end of this year! 

Wish me luck! <3 

Which workout should I do after the 30 day Shred?

- Insanity

-6 week, 6 pack

- Ripped in 30


Which one do you guys think would help me lose the most in my belly and face?

Workin out!

Starting the 30 day shred tomorrow after work. Lord Help me lol. 

Also thinking about doing the 99/88/77 thing I posted a few days ago. Seems interesting and kinda simple.

Maybe one for the morning and the other later in the day?

Or go back and forth between the 2 for the 30 days?

Whatcha think? I’d like to get as much workout sessions in as I can before I leave for Christmas on Friday. 

That reminds me. Gotta get my Richard Simmons tape back from my friend! I love that thing! lol 

Found this song to be a weight-loss/fitness inspiration! So for anyone who needs a little holiday motivational song to get in gear, here you go!

Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking cross the floor
Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking out the door

You never will get where you’re going
If you never get up on your feet
Come on, there’s a good tail wind blowing
A fast walking man is hard to beat

Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking cross the floor
Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking out the door

If you want to change your direction
If your time of life is at hand
Well don’t be the rule be the exception
A good way to start is to stand

Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking cross the floor
Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking out the door

If I want to change the reflection
I see in the mirror each morn
You mean that it’s just my election
To vote for a chance to be reborn

You put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking cross the floor
Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking out the door

Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking cross the floor
Put one foot in front of the other
And soon you’ll be walking out the door

Found this story on Yahoo! :D

6 Shortcuts to Speed Your Fat Burn

Enjoy!

yay!

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you can choose the height weight, size…even body shape and see real pics of women :)

This is SO awesome!

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The pic on the left was taken about a little over a week ago. I&#8217;m currently at 206! (only 6lbs to go before Halloween!)
The pic of me on the right is my senior class picture in 2007/2008. I was about 145-150.
This is what I&#8217;d like to get back to, or smaller! 
Thank you everyone for the motivation, I would have given up by now if it hadn&#8217;t been for my followers! Thank you everyone! I&#8217;ve got a ways to go still!

The pic on the left was taken about a little over a week ago. I’m currently at 206! (only 6lbs to go before Halloween!)

The pic of me on the right is my senior class picture in 2007/2008. I was about 145-150.

This is what I’d like to get back to, or smaller! 

Thank you everyone for the motivation, I would have given up by now if it hadn’t been for my followers! Thank you everyone! I’ve got a ways to go still!

slender-wishes:

theslimblog:

Workout by Deerie

I don’t have a hula hoop, but I’ll try the rest!

slender-wishes:

theslimblog:

Workout by Deerie

I don’t have a hula hoop, but I’ll try the rest!

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Still got 65lbs to go! 
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Still got 65lbs to go! 

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healthyequalshappy:

I”ll have to try this.

healthyequalshappy:

I”ll have to try this.

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